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Many times on this journey we call life we find that we come across what is our area of special interest or joy. When we begin to know or understand what gives us profound purpose , our joy I believe we move into a new sense of awareness . With Before I knew the Me I am , I found all of the aspects encompassing the below more in depth I found that with Before I knew the me I am many aspects about others and the realness of who you are in character.
I found to be interesting what was important. I look forward to being able to supplying you in aspects what you provided for me thoughtful. :
Who I was …………… I am not now, but yet I am ironically and will always be a part of the inner make up of me , the now, and the future with positive vision I look to my continued growth.
What I Want …………. Always will be that , that is geared toward positiveness
What I need ……………… Always is continued growth
What I don’t Need ………………… That, that does not promote my growth in all aspects positive
Where I have Been ………………… Many experiences building upon my talents and my growth
Who I will become …………………….. A positive driven individual seeking life for the future experiences pivotal to come
The Profoundness Found …………………… You in mind are the constant drive for what you positively will try , can achieve , or will plan.
Before I Knew The Me I Am
Who I was Bikthmia Hynsen, as a youth I am not now, yet I am in many ways. It will
ironically always be a part of who used to be me inwardly.
Girls , understanding who you are is important. I feel to seek the positive.
Remembering what constitutes your affirmation and planning for your life with
significance is crucial, the now and for the journey to the awakening of your future that will
unfold. Choices made today are constant reminders for tomorrow sometimes.
There are many positive experiences for me, to discuss with you. Most highlighful I choose
to reflect upon in retrospect. Formatively, I recall as a young girl I was always interested in
music. I started singing at a young age for fun. I loved it. I remember, and still a reminder
as a choice for me today that I enjoy the entertainment of it.
I was ten years old Bikthmia I was called. It was in the early eigthies. I could not wait to get
to choir practice sometimes.
Singing, my inspiration as a youth always made me feel inwardly happy.
There was a specialness that always resulted in my feeling an “influence exerted directly on my
mind and soul” , at times from certain selections of choice in song or that I heard.
Always eager to hear what the choir would sound like or what new songs we would practice to
sing. I was tiny among the older ones in the choir but still I had my spot as well.
In summary, most times when the choir would sing there would always be a church house
full. Sometimes coming from many areas of the state of North Carolina. It was a fairly small
church back then, but we really had a great time when we got together as a group.
If you really want to know your momma before I knew the me that I am now, there was you. Triana Hynsen
and Lysteria Hynsen. Who I am, I feel it important to share with you some positive of what
constitutes my past. I feel this may be helpful to you in the now and in the future.
for it constitutes characteristics of us .
I knew from the start that I would continue to seek music in some form and seek I did.
Some how I find it hard not to have this discussion with you girls and leave out the most
exciting part to the developing of my talent. Understanding how singing became
additionally so interesting and a passion for me.
“The truth is” , it was for me really young strong crushes, that captivated me even more to want
to weekly keep singing.
My whys for singing even though they varied for that time and season. Always for me inwardly
it was from the heart. My love of what it meant for me to desire to do from year to year.
It was mostly motivation, from young men who were for me at that time so very
interesting and keeping me driven. I could not wait sometimes to see them. It went on for the longest time
for me actually in mind. Singing I enjoyed it so much just to be able to get to look at the fellows sometimes.
They were handsome. I always felt that it was like being on top of the world to be able to
perform and they would see me and I them. I would try my best to figure out how could I find a
way to talk to them .
I remember each time I was able to talk to them I was very happy. I thought I would never stop
dreaming about them for some reason . I was always captivated by being there singing to hear
them all it was very inspiring , as a young girl. Monthly a passion, singing was for me my world of
interacting and socializing to understanding friendships.
So very young however, most impactful I embraced that singing and them went hand and
hand.
Experiences that were instrumental in my desire to want to continue to develop my skills and
formulating the me in some characterstics.
Later in my early teens I auditioned for choirs in school, yet still we hung in there as a church
choir. We developed to travel to another state singing still everlearning. I practiced a lot.
Eventually I moved onto perform in college choir, to be professionally vocally trained. I
held a spot as a lead traveling singer. It was a lot of fun .
Which was where in one memorable experience I met another wonderful experience of
friendship through singing. Though I didn’t know it then one of the most passionate male
singer’s for me to ever serenade me on one knee. Even up to this day I have never
experienced such a romantic moment.
He was one passionate heart throb that I thought I would never get past and I loved to sing for.
Girls , I felt it helpful to make you aware of what constitutes a lot of the inwardness of what
contributed to the making of my character through singing.
I feel that you may find this beneficial to you as you move forward in your diversified lives. For
it is my desire that you seek for passion. Hold onto it when you at heart know your choice.
We hear ya momma.
I want you to know that it is important to hold on to what you enjoy at heart. Hang on to
your inner mind of dreaming in the sense of positive goal setting. Never forget your small starts
for eventually it can become a something. You can never really be everything, but you
can strive to do the best that you can. Seek positive individuals that nurture you and
your inward emotions that give you a sense of filling inwardly fulfilled and a joy about your future.
What you can do daily and yearly with insightfulness and joy keep remembering your
reasoning why. Always try to focus on what makes you happy positively.
Be as realistic as possible in maintaining the balance. I desire for you two to remember
foremost, understanding who you are is important, and to seek the positive. For me singing
allowed me to understand aspects of myself and what I like. Triana and Lysteria grasp what
constitutes your affirmation and plan for your life with significance, the now and your
journey to the awakening of your future.
WHAT I WANT
What I want, I don’t need but that is the art of diversity, Triana Hynsen and Lysteria Hynsen
the wonderfulness of defining and reviewing who you are with eye’s of positive vision allows
you to value and achieve the insurmountable.
What I want I don’t need always. I am thankful for having the diversity. I took singing
inwardlyas my way to really enjoy my talent in expression, and I used dancing as my means of
releasing my pent up energy I didn’t always need. Divesity it was for me, and I enjoyed every
opportunity I got to experience my talents.
When I see you two the reflections of and aspects of my self. There are times I feel a new
understanding to the importance and the impactfulness you have in my life.
What I want is to continue to know the me that I was, I am, and strive to be. What I don’t
know is the me that constitutes who I am. Who I don’t know, yet striving to become
by seeking the positive is my future self. I can only try to project and plan.
I enjoy being different, not the person of younger character, but understanding the growth to
the me I am in mind ideally mature in stance. I think it is important to be able to strive to be
a good role model and positive individual as much as humanly possible.
My effort is to provide you two with positive daily aspects making it a part of our life is
essential. I believe maintaining a stable mindset viable toward our positive growth.
What I want are continued beautiful moments. I feel seeing the reflection of yourself through
your own that adores you important. Many wonderful moments captured that remind you of yourself.
Positive acts when observed that can give tearful new meaning to what it feels inwardly to reflect upon the beauty of seeing what constitutes who you are.
Triana and Lysteria what I desire you to be like is that, that drives you with passion positively.
Motivates you daily thats healthy and balanced. For me the art of singing played a vital
role in my daily constructiveness my time. Many hours I would spend sometimes practicing
singing. I would run into obstacles sometimes, or feel that my singing just
wasn’t good enough. Always, though sure enough when those times came around from
within me determination would spring forth. My voice would always
deliver beyond my expectations as I would so be encouragingly told. Never
was it a moment long when my singing in mind was not uplifted to carry on to
the next time. I remember once I overheard young, “she really can’t sing”.
That was all I needed to hear, so the next time I stepped to the microphone, I
tried my best with my range to blow the windows out. Motivation some
times is strange. Very young I realized that. I didn’t want to be out done. It
was a positive inward drive sometimes to prove the wrong, you have to have that
extra push at times. The positive I learnes was I began to view singing as , I want
this. I know I can do this . When I would preform at events , I felt I had to maintain
my spot. Singing was for me , Oh yea ! You think you gonna out do me. Think
again. Of course you know when your young its like that, bring it on ! I
enjoyed the challenge many times, sometimes just because of the mouth
that just seemed to be like I know she don’t think she got this. All good of
course you know, when it was all done performance wise. Motivation can
come in many forms. So understand me when I tell you it is about can you
handle it ? Will you be able to give it all you got and maintain with poise, and
make your mark ? You better go girl. Nothing like sang__ing from the heart.
If you really want to understand me when I felt the challenge to be outdone.
It was all I needed to step it up a notch, or if I felt belittled, underestimated for
just having the spot. I want you two girls to know drive can be ironic in many
forms with singing. I enjoyed every moment of the journey to the experience
of being on stage and the small moments of inspiration projected. Never did
I image that singing for me would hold such a mark in my inward being to
personify when called to peform.
I think it is important for you to know that my desire is that I want you two to
live with excitement, balance, and joy.
What I believe is that you can be what you believe you can achieve. I have
seen your talents and I look forward to you two deciding the roads you will
choose in goal setting.
Overcoming lies in the belief of trying based on how you can adjust your
circumstances positively. Change comes when you try. If one way does not
work you have to try another best suited for you. Finding positive means seeking to
look for it. Self-analysis begins with understanding what helps you the most.
What I want to convey to you is continued patience. Patience reveals a lot
and I want you to know the importance of knowing yourself. What you hold
as a passion is what will sustain you when you need it most inspire you and
aid you with balancing your emotions.
Know that when you strive out to do something you may find that you
encounter some difficulty. Most importantly you will need to keep you focus
on your goal. High achievers
never achieved by stopping . When you know that you have a heart’s passion
make sure you strive to see it through. When you can see a goal as having
been done then you know that everything else is just factors, but yet you
persistently press on.
I remember when I was striving initallly to sing professionally it always
seemed as some issue would get me side tracked. However, some how I was
able to still push through
with getting behind me the experience . I feel that daily being happy about
our life and myself as family is what is important. If you are not happy your
focus is distracted. I desire that most importantly you learn on your own
as well as through my guidance the importance of what it means to
understand being happy and the impactfulness.
I did not always want this to be a priority for me in thought , but I have found
that to have real inner joy daily is priceless.
Knowing that you two can conceptualize that and live that as much as
realistically possible is important.
Knowing what really makes you happy and living it either through your
talent, your friendships, of your choice in what you do to earn a living it is
important . Learn and continue to comprehend the significance of the meaning of being
happy. When I think of you two I think most of what can I do daily to maintain
the happiness in your life.
In future thought I ponder regarding the ramifications on how making
happiness for you two my priority.
I feel that working toward making our lifes a daily joy as much as possible is
what will continue to keep us strong and enjoying one another.
When I look in the mirror, the me I am characteristically. I view the
reflection of myself and I like it. I know that I am a person who strives to
focus on whats positive and helpful.
For me what constitutes the factor each day to continue to move
forward with additional inward joy is belief in the future positive in many aspects.
What I desire is what I enjoy doing the most. I feel you can’t do a thang . If
you don’t learn the basic fundamentals of yourself and what you want, and
what you don’t want.
Knowing what you want and don’t want is what will help you to move forward, stay still or expand.
Why I wanted us to have this chat is because I desire to make sure you have
from me in guidance direction and a sense of inwardly feeling balanced. When
you feel like “laying back kicking and enjoying the ride”, are enjoying the
educational aspects and fundamentals of expanding your knowledge base.
I want you to feel comfortable in your own skin. Which means in my eyes
diversity, believing, in yourself, and what constitutes you. Additionally
accepting all aspects that brought you into existence and that make up your
character.
Thankfully because of many factors you are here as am I. As I thought about
all of what it means to parent you. Many aspects encompass our heritage
many facets . I believe it important to understand you didn’t get here by
yourself. Knowing who you are is important.
It helps to understand your likes and your dislikes, your character traits and
your attributes in personality.
The realness for me in knowing you are my joy. It is important inwardly to
me that you to be close as sisters.
I enjoy that you two are very compassionate about one another I see that
you are there foreach other to compliment each others life.
I say this to you because I’m the one that has to hear you two and fix your
inward emotions.
I feel and observe your emotions like mine as we interact daily. Momma you
are our joy.
What I want continued from you two as my daughters is your helpfulness. It
has been helpful to know that you are so thoughtful and concerned about my
overall well-being and it shows.
All that I have inwardly coped with in terms of all aspects over time I thank
you for being supportive. Singing is and always will be my most favorite form of
entertainment to you two. Know that, you Triana and Lysteria, my daily joy has
been the beauty in having you, and what it constitute to be your mother as well.
WHO I AM is trustworthyness and compassion for sincerity
Who I am girls it is my belief that I am very trust worthy. I have a deep
passion for sincerity. I enjoy being able to give in many aspects. I enjoy the
trust that we have between one another.
For it is my belief that if you don’t have trust , then you don’t have depth in
friendship.
Our friendship for me, as my children, I know that I can trust you to lean on
and you can trust me to tell you the truth regardless to whether you may like
it. I am well equipped to cushion you with the compassion you need to
overcome the words that may affect you. Singing to you has provided
me with a special way to present to you me. When I see you, and you hear
me I want you to feel safe in my arms. When you know my call of love
and you need a hug, it is my joy to wrap you with my voice of love.
Who I am, my belief that I want you to know Triana and Lysteria is that I
believe character is vital in shaping your directions. If you want to set your
talents toward singing then I am here to support you in your choice. I want
you to know the power of the passion of what you do the most daily without
contemplation, but real heart.
As you can see I can’t hardly move for the two of you are on my
feet almost. It is so helpful in knowing that you feel that inward joy for me as
your momma.
Who I am. I feel it is important to communicate when we are all comfortable.
Please understand I am the factor in pointing you to the direction I would like
you to go. Whether you choose it or not is up to you. As a parent, my
intentions are to always shield you as much as I
can. As you make your choices I want you to know as your guide I am here
with love.
As you continue to age you will understand fully my purpose and why I feel
so strongly about this major discussion we are having.
Who I am girls another point to mention. I feel I can learn from those who on
a consistent basis have proven over a period of time your stuff works ! When
I started singing I looked to what I heard that sounded good to my ears
musically and inwardly made me move with joy.
When I see an individual and you are healthy, thriving , fun, and stick with
endeavors. That is what I look at and say in mind let me see if I want to do this
too. What I have learned is that I can learn from different people of character.
I look at what you do that is working for you positive. The part that ain’t
working for you well I don’t absorb that part. When I see the fighter the
strength that’s what I absorb. When I looked at role modeling from. I looked
at what actually spoke to me inwardly positive.
For I know that as humans we er, sometimes but realistically it is important
to remember that someone has to be the guide and someone has to follow.
As your parent , I feel it is important for you to know that I want to be
excessible to your concerns to be that reflection .
WHAT I NEED
What I need is and always will be that, that is best for me and my family.
Girls, what I need from you is to be that that you are. Remember what you
feel that makes you happy is important. Being committed overall in all
aspects means being patient, understanding, and mature. You can’t always
have your way, nor can you overlook the fact of responsibility,
compromising, and knowing that everything you do matters. Why I love you
is because you are the me that I am, and what constitutes me.
What I need is continued realness that is sincere based, as much as possible.
What I need is the continued support system that I have that is great with you
two.
The continued maturity and growth you are developing inwardly and daily.
What I need is and always will be that, that is best for me. and promotes self
inward continued stability and my inner peace.
WHAT I BELIEVE
What I believe is, when you know your why and your purposes are
What I believe is when you know that your why and your purpose are that,
that are in line with your character, then you have the making for a beautiful
future.
I believed in singing , with the most that I could give each time that I stepped
to the microphone. “Some way some how ”, I could deliver a melody that
would for me inside bring warmth. I knew then believing in my abilities was
important. Sometimes I needed motivation to keep the level of inspiration to sing when
requested.
Passion moving inwardly, outwardly is a beautful aspect to feel.
Girl’s, what I believe is if you believe in your abilities, the current and those
developing. Then you have brought into beginning the start to awakening your
potential for understanding, and completing your why for your now and your future.
Belief in myself and my own abilities with singing was and has been the
motivation for my continued drive to keep singing in life as arises . Comprehending and
understanding myself for the passion of the style and form. What it means to
know within me the why and my continued inner peace about my purpose
for why I enjoy it so much is and always will be my stable force for the
challenge of then , now, and to become in greater heights with the passion .
I believe if what you desire positive is more important then you must know you can
really accommodate the transition or the change. I feel I have learned over
the years not to rush into anything care free because it is not my personality.
I found to observe, analyze, decide, figure, and try if it is still a drive then I do
it. Singing has been for me just that from year to year since age ten.
Girls, many times I pressed forward regardless, and that was always mostly
my stance with singing.
I would focus on my will my passion and determination. As you know we
have within us the ability to decide what direction we choose that is best for
our own interest and life.
Sometimes factors change many aspects but you still have the option to
choose . When in making decisions sometimes I feel if you don’t have a goal
then you are without a road map. Your journey is scattered.
What I believe is , I have found that the desire and passion has to be for me
daily. Inspiration is for me, keep on keeping on with the rhythm in heart and
mind to keep the joy and love alive. For the love in ear to hear from year to
year which is regarded as very dear to keep giving the joy and inspiration to
the ears.
Having a positive outlook has been my strive to.
Never forgetting my why for singing and loving coming back to the passion of
the art when I can not alway’s daily , weekly, or yearly give a performance at heart .
Singing for me it has been for me a continous yearly desire I have found. I am
very real about that. What I desire for you two is to come to the appreciation
for understanding and planning for your passion that drives and motivates
you at heart. For when you understand your why you may find that is your
gift to someone else. I truly enjoy what yields inward passion and outwardly
productivity.
How you give, interact, and treat others I feel it is very important. Your
developmental choice of what you have as passion you will find as you
continue to age and interact is not just for you. I have found true
profoundness in being able to give insightfulness to you. For before I
could come to understand and know myself I reviewed the challenge of my
own self why’s, still a work in progress yearly. I have learned and
continued to understand the importance of what it means to remember my
goals for the future.
I want you also to understand girls but recieve objectively my belief . I
have learned vital in whether I hear anyone or receive the input beyond face.
Feel the sincerety in the input of the contributor. I believe reflections speaks louder
than words, but learning is always needed to grow with maturity.
Impactfully, there are just stages in life when you believe inwardly with
passion and in a direction. Your drive to complete an objective is intense. No
matter what is said you still press forward to what you know you will stick to
achieve.
When your form relationships as you encounter new people girls remember .
Make sure that you follow and surround yourself with the new
developments , that are producing the directions that will keep you moving
toward your purpose that develops you to greater heights.
When you know that your why and your purpose are in line with your
character. You can daily rise and know that when you look in the mirror you
feel good about who you are.
Triana and Lysteria I always try to wish the best for those that are sincerely
excelling to achieve greater heights in life. I feel that it is important to want to
reach for more and to give heart felt assistance.
Achievements taking shape if you are a part that you support and are
supported by will give you also inward strength to reach to the
next endeavor with renewed passion as well.
Lookforward to endless possibilities with what you like that inspires you.
I envision and want you to keep in mind in your life, that my why is my drive
to. Try to do, try to motivate , try to encourage, and try to maintain life in the
way that is best for self ideals
that you enjoy from the stand-point of peace of mind.
What I believe, is when you know that your why and your purpose coincide
with harmony, this for me encourages to continue to move forward. Daily
striving to complete the why and the purpose.
I am very proud to be here and glad to know that my outlook is for the most daily a positive minded person.
Never give up in what you believe that best suits your character. I feel this
has to be worked at daily. When you know the you that you are, it can aid you
mentally, reflectively, and futuristically.
I want you Triana and Lysteria to define, develop, and remember your why.
What you feel your purpose is then treasure it . For me that is essentially for you to
continue to develop and grow healthy in mind and overall.
Think about how much you give of yourself in different aspects . Because I
know that you two are doing and making impactful effort’s. Remember to
continue to develop in all aspects. It is an achievement and an
accomplishment also an asset to encourage others.
Reaching beyond who you are is a choice. Actually completing it is the
accomplishment.
I desire you two when you think about me to feel the joy of who I am and
really enjoy our time together. I also feel proud about it. Even though I am
not perfect. I want to be able to give you that balance. I also want you to be
understanding about my humanness. Cause I can ‘ t be
Ms. American apple pie all the time, but for today please inwardly receive
this schooling and use it as it applies.
The biggest lesson I learned of life is if you really want to know
your value in a friendship , and how you are viewed is when you have no
income or need something. Singing mostly I have always did that for free. Understand
that for me it has not been about the money. What ever the road in the future with
me and music lies. I plan to always give back in one some form the gift that inwardly it
has left with me.
The real you that determines sometimes whether you will go near are far, is
defining your self and your challenge. It can be complex if you make it or depending
upon what your motivation is .
WHERE I HAVE BEEN
Where I have been, I’ve had great encounters. Many left impressions
deep within. Where I have been was small journeys of travel that exposed me
to diversity in travel and what people really are and want. Singing allowed me
to meet a lot of different people. The experiences were very good for that
time in my life.
In my opinion, what you take from a person is what you desire to receive that
leaves an impression. If you want to see the bad you will. If you want to see
the good you will. You as an individual choose.
How much or how little you want a person to be a factor in your life. I have
learned that if you listen hard and long enough you will find you can learn
something positive. Depending upon how well you
want to receive that, that is worth listening to that speaks to you.
Your knowing who I am is important. I want to share with you some
beautiful, and positive influences
that affected my life and blossomed my character that I feel inspired me and
are still impactful at times in my ideals.
My belief in myself to achieve and stay motivated is my drive.
It is great to have a past of role models. Many who contributed to beneficial
life changes. Before I could know the me that I am in part, I believe knowing
who I desire to become futuristically is crucial to continue to develop my
parenting skills. Which is additionally traveling to non-chartered locations, marry, and
continue to expand our immediate family with my views that I feel strong
about .
The beauty sometimes in the unknown is the excitement of not knowing what
the outcome will be.
I like adventure, that is unexpected sometimes in life unplanned encounters
that involve real emotions.
A highlight for me is when you meet impactful individuals that still have
a profoundness in your life.
Inspirational individuals as an adult I have learned from, were elderly
individual’s that kept me as a child that always remained the same in
personality no matter the circumstances of my life.
Knowledge is wonderful, but I also want to leave room for continued growth.
I don’t want to be at a lack of that, that I really need to know.
I enjoy the challenge that life offers by looking to the un-chartered path,
breaking new ground for different aspects of life.
Looking toward path’s that are not the norm leaves a unique different perspective to have as an option.
When you look at path’s that are not the norm sometime’s you stumble upon
invention. If you don’t act you may hinder progress or factors that may need
you. Sometimes you have to believe in your passion and go with your drive.
I would like for you as my girl’s to understand.
Don’t look for momma to always do that, that look’s like it’s already been
done. I am a strong independent minded individual, with year’s of life
experience , that doesn’t mind standing for what I believe constitutes being
myself.
My desire is for you two Triana and Lysteria is to be independent minded and
believe in what you feel is in your best interest as you move forward with
what ideally is your goal’s , your plan’s, and the
expansion of your family.
I intend to stand behind you with the emotional support, respect, and re-
locate you if needed to move you forward with the daily motivation,
encouragement, strength, and the joy you need as much as I can realistically.
Words in use that may effect your life , always remember if it’s not to build
you up inwardly then it don’t mean a thing, and in mind “ Don’t keep talking
about it”, for it is a waste of brain time.
Momma, I feel we are taking all this in right now, right Lysteria , but at age
twenty-two, and twenty- three it’s different for us, can’t you see around us
what seem’s to be what’s in and the excitement. Yeah, and
like I told you earlier my rules, are that, that I desire for your emotional
growth that’s healthy for your mind and your future.
How do you view me? And think really sweet thoughts before I take all my
investment money from you.
In terms of emotions, for the most part even though always a work in
progress, I view myself as healthy minded in coping with the issues, naturally
that effect our lives.
You can’t always go by “ what it looks like”, you might be fooled, so keep in
mind , look beyond what you see as well insightfully, and additionally toward
the inward.
So is there some emotion’s you wish to share with me. . Na w, momma, Naw not today, not today.
I also want to share with you the joy’s of what I found to be a very happy time in my life.
Many , many, years ago I traveled more , entertainment was where I wanted to be. A lot of wonderful activities were my highlight,
I enjoyed the natural feelings that I experienced that I believed to be so real.
Many times on this journey we encounter many circumstances, people, and
events,some are more profound than other’s. For me, the realness that I felt
most memorable was the joy of my pursuit of educational growth
experience’s that were heart felt and touching. sometimes were adventurous,
developmental, and romantic.
There were so many moments of first’s , so many wonderful great times, so
many, many thoughtful friend’s. It is my hope that you can have and meet to
the extent to which I did of your own.
Triana and Lysteria I feel that it is important to have joyous experiences that
desire you to want to hold dear in mind. A lesson I learned most impactful is
that I desire you two to remember and want you to inwardly know and feel
that I am your lean to.
Where I’ve been – Many impressions left.
For me , where I’ve been I want to look at the good impressions to share with
you Triana and Lysteria .
What I choose to expound to you upon are those impressions. I believe if you
hear the good you will be more inclined to move forward with new endeavors
and encounters. Stay strong about being a good person, and treat people the
way you desire to be treated inwardly and as you parent I feel you
will always have goodness to follow you.
I want for you Triana and Lysteria to live your life and not to be hampered by
any opinions that don’t blossom you.
You want achieve if you don’t move or act. Self independence and
determination is your motivation and of course me as
your parent and inspiration, I plan for you two as my daughters to be there as
you two grow in various forms.
Who I will become
My goals are to be many aspects first the me that I am and second your
parent. With the growth in areas as you need it when you need it. Develop
your mind with culture and educational aspects that assist you with the
abilities to be well rounded.
I will become futurtiscally many roles to look forward to achieving and most
of all what it means to be successful with you as my family.
I believe that as an individual, by making choices that best fit my
circumstance and compliment my goals,
this will continue to shape what I feel my desire is to become.
Different factors may affect my goal setting, but with ingenuity, I seek to contemplate new solutions to
what ever arises. By maintaining a steady focus to progress to surpass any changes that aren’t in focus
with the completion of my goals I move forward to the dawn of the new me.
My goal is to parent five children in addition to you girl’s surprise!
Realistically right now I can see that manifesting itself. I feel by additonal
planning and goal setting to effectively adjust our lives to be a
balanced parent with the provisions necessary to formulate the upbringing
that is in line with my future husband . I desire to develop the basis that I
envision to bring forth my extended family.
It is my hope to en-still , train, develop, and shape the moldings of a family of
high achievers in vast areas and strategically set forth in placing them in
areas that will cultivate their talent’s and balance them
simplistically, and multi-culturally.
“Who I will become” ; the depth of what I believe, is a driven entity, the
positioning , the passion, good structuring, firmness when needed, and as
always supportive. Before I knew the me I am , I will become all that I am um-
hum that’s me.
PROFOUND-NESS FOUND
The depth of what I believe, is that each experience we encounter daily has a
building impact on shaping what either needs to be developed, will enhance,
or strengthen. Knowing, who I will become
has been crucial in understanding as family the direction we will go.
Profoundness found – “The depth of what I believe, is that each experience
we encounter daily has a building impact on shaping what either needs to be
developed, will enhanceor strengthen you if you pull
from those positive aspects” . Knowing what is stable, realistically positive,
supportive and recognizing the benefit it has in your life is essential. Singing ,
one aspect I feel important to recall, the profoundness for me past and
present has been the understanding of how my life was brought joy
through the art.
I have also learned how to be appreciative of the basic things aspects
sometimes taken for granted.
Once you come to the reality of the importance of what you take for granted
you begin to realize with a different outlook the value, for it could not be
there.
I have grown to really realize the importance of understanding that life is
about what you make of it and how you interact. If you inwardly see the
positive you get that in mind’s concept. Singing interactions I
found for the time brought me many forms of joy and social connections.
What ever your views are shape you profoundly and overall to be the you
that you are.
For me, Triana and Lysteria what further developed me were experiences
highly exciting, and rewarding inwardly for me in the younger years of my
life girl’s that I desire to share was my travel that involved recreational
singing and band. It enhanced me with the ability to be able to
perform in front of others.
The profoundness for me was that even to present to an audience was a challenge.
believe that or not , but yet I still believed and did . For me it took so much inwardly to
push forward to deliver at times.
Though there are times I still feel that I’ve never left the stage when it comes
to being able to project my talents due to having had the experiences.
Competing in competitions with band, being a part of the winners in a well
known state competition flute line, and traveling to different professional
arenas singing concerts strengthened, and enhanced me as a teenager to
reach and strive to excel as much as possible.
The experiences gave me the inner drive that I needed to know and feel even more confident.
What I desire for you two as well and my strong belief and mindset I will become is a
continued driven individual, not to be and to be . Not to be that
that is not in line with me in mind and my ideals. To be that , that helps me
with keeping in line with my goals. Most important not to be distracted from
that, that is my purpose, or be stopped from achieving task’s that I deem are
positive.
My goal is to assist by being there for other kid’s who really and sincerely
need it, by broadening myparenting skills with adding to my family by
additionally adopting.
The profoundness of another lesson I learned about life was my decision to be
alone for a period of time in my life (not dating) my choice. Had nothing to do
with anything more than taking time to reflect and to learn from past
mistakes and comprehend the value being a real friend first.
Maturing, in decision making and not being one track minded in view. For I
feel that you get what you inwardly project and act on.
I decided that I wanted to give myself time to rest in the mind and decide how
I desire my future to be not someone else decision solely.
Has nothing to do with not being approached, or anything else. My desire is
to prepare for the type of family I desire and the luxury’s I want and the
destination best for us as family.
Profoundly I hear a calling in mind , inwardly from my inner passion inside. The drive,
the motivation that can be ignited ironically, like the roaring of a flame , a start of bright
beginning’s. If I can see the vision , I can achieve it for I can do it, if I start. If
I inwardly see before me the light for the ideal of completion then I can atlas
feel within in myself that this can and will be done. When I look to the future
of my singing anew with me in my mind I envision the surprises of the
unexpected occurring like a storm or of passion overnight. For you two I
want as much as you desire, and feel at heart
that you can deliver with your talents and that for me is what I feel is most
important.
If I hold fast to moving, acting, doing and belief then I feel that not far behind should
be in the mind the finishing of what will or can be developed.
Before, yes before I knew the me that I am there was you, the journey to, I pondered on planning who I will become.
